I guess we can all agree we've reached that part of the festive period where we are recovering from Christmas/ Boxing day antics & gearing up to be all over the shop come new years eve. That and there's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS!!!! ...... sorry got a … Continue reading Turbulence Never Last’s Forever.
Its slightly early for a blogpost of this magnitude but such is the current of life at the moment,so i'm just gonna roll with it. After years of bottling things up, keeping my dysfunctional family under wraps, and pretending. Lying to myself and everyone around me and telling myself "I'm just coping" .... I've finally … Continue reading I Didn’t Know What To Call This
It's a crazy feeling, one that unless you feel it yourself you'll be hard pressed to understand what i'm going on about but that's ok. I used to feel like I had to have everything figured out, like I needed to have all the answers; right this second straight away. But I don't, and there's … Continue reading This Is What You’ve Been Waiting For.
You can't diss my ability all because of a disability man. if it has given me anything its heart and determination. I have to believe in myself because if I don't no-one else will. But let me take you on a little journey, you ready? Roll with me. I'm the middle of four children my … Continue reading Born Ready, War Ready. (A Story Of Pain, Self Doubt & Making It Out The Other Side)
This means so much, the vision... the images. I've felt the feeling. Pictured the moment. But what if it never materialises? What if everyone that's doubted me was right? I don't quit easily. All the pain and hurt i've gone through; if a blessing came from it.... its that my drive and focus was shaped … Continue reading Brickwalls & Crossroads.
You can't see where your going if you don't learn to appreciate where you are. I want to be the first fully licenced disabled coach to manage in the Premier League. I want my name mentioned in the same breath as Sir Alex & Johan Cryuff. When you build greatness it takes time. But it's … Continue reading The Vision.
So lately i've been thinking about old friends a lot, maybe cause I miss them. Maybe they need to know despite whenever life has them low they still mean something. Or maybe i'm just trying to fix my mistakes. I've done a lot of emotional clearing out recently, I can't lie it's felt good. However I … Continue reading An Open Letter/ Honest Reflection.